Journal Entry- February 6th, 2025

Even though I know 100% that the path I am on and the things I am doing are what I am here to do in this lifetime- I still find myself frozen in fear around every possible decision and opportunity. Can I make this happen? Am I going to fail?? Am I doing the right thing? My mom and daughter remind me all the time that I am supported...so why do I feel so alone in this? Why do I feel I am going to make a mess of everything or upset or hurt the ones closest to me if I make a mistake? As I understand where my own fears are coming from, I am remembering my mother's words..."Join Reality" as much as I love her and she now is spirit and will never say those words again...I realize I've never been taught that dreaming was the greatest part of who I am. Dreaming to her, was something to be afraid of. When I one day surrender to the truth of that...situations will change, relationships will change. Life will look different. I'm not there yet but I'm where I'm at today. This is what is working through me and I will be guided to the resolve of it. ✨❤️✨