Journal Entry- June 17th, 2024

This morning I am filled with gratitude for all things. This last push has brought me back to incredible surrender. Surrender to my attachments… in relationship and situations. My fear of loss and not being good enough has been the wet concrete that I have been slugging through. Wanting my ground to be solid but only to be pulling so much resistance with every step. I have recently gone through a loss that had reopened a tremendous wound. A wound of loss but also of regret. It had taken all that I have to reconcile within myself and discover a part that because the nature of this situation I have now been able to release myself from the bondage that only I had a key to. It feels liberating to say the least and I’m slowly feeling my power and truth. This piece was generational and gifted to me from my mother… it was created within the womb as my father cheated on my mother throughout her pregnancy. My mother never felt loved from her father and I have never trusted in love… love has been a painful subject but I know now that life has a flow in all people places and things…. I can trust in that. Change is inevitable… loss is inevitable… death is inevitable… but so is rebirth. So is expansion… so is creation.

I am grateful to know these things and be in allowing and witnessing to all that is. May this journey of mine be blessed, guided and enjoyed. This is my life and I am the creator…. Thank you my beautiful team who has been assisting along this lifetime… I’m eternally grateful for all of you and the connection to home. ✨✨✨❤️